welll i had my hardest midterms today! i was all nervous and stuff. spanish wasnt that bad. chemistry was.. iffy. i dont knoow.

i walked to stephs. she oovoo’d with maritza. it was interesting. she isn’t any different. then i took a nice nap :)

still talking to karl, hes so sweet :)

kyle told me he cant tell me why last night. thats basically the only important thing. i dunnnno. i might see kathryn tomorrow, which is.. weird

this is the thing i am more insecure about. the right side of my face. it breaks out so badly and it looks horrible. the webcam even makes it look better than it actually is. i feel ugly, gross, and sad when people say anything about it. it try to make it better but acne just.. will be acne.

aw man this was the best i could do for pictures, im really upset right now and cant muster much more than put together.

anyway i woke up late today and was all worried cause i was suppose to drive first period. i rushed to school with no makeup and stuff. get to school, and cant even drive cause the teacher isnt here. sat prep was easy, no test. garrett annoys me and i really think jeremy hates me.

then world history. i was pretty nervous, but it was actually kinda easy. i got done the essays with 15 minutes to spare. then lunch. it was awkward and boring. then i went home with anthony, his house is pretty cool. found out josh only tolerates me.. which is kinda upsetting but whatever.

dad came and got me. im home now and so is my mom. kyle and i are texting and i dont even feel like explaining. he still won’t tell me the reason and im really not okay right now